just stay right where you are.
2005-01-25 @ 9:27 a.m.

last night we walked. we just walked, with rocky. and i brought tea and mike bought a slurpee. and we walked. i once knew someone who took everything i had to protect themselves. i also knew a man whose brain was chewing itself up. how do you protect yourself from your body?

on saturday i had drinks with both jess'. little jess told me a story about having coffee with andrew hamill, a boy who was friends with me in high school purely based on my social relationship to casey lewis. i asked how he was and she said he was in my sociology class. i said i'd never seen him and she said that he'd only heard me. that he and his friends were loathsome of the red haired girl in the front row, who laughs like a donkey - too loud, too obnoxiously. all of this made me miss heather. the only other girl i've ever known, who can set herself apart from a crowd of four hundred, just by laughing.


but, this city hates me.
i hate your city, too.

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