a terrible beauty is born.
2005-03-06 @ 11:44 p.m.

ellas birthday last night. we went to the beatniq to drink martinis and make silly jokes over the relatively poor jazz. it becomes clear that being in love is a privelege as we are juxtaposed by a lesser spirit of liveliness. courtship versus bachelorhood tying up in couples in the corners of dark lounges. how ravishing. how remarkable. how rare.

do you like my consonnance?

modernism. hah.


but, this city hates me.
i hate your city, too.

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